Le tueur du Collège Dawson a tenu son journal de bord sur le site Vampirefreaks.com. Voici une retranscription complète de ses propos rédigées entre le 3 décembre 2005 et le 13 septembre 2006.

Le tueur du Collège Dawson a tenu son journal de bord sur le site Vampirefreaks.com. Voici une retranscription complète de ses propos rédigées entre le 3 décembre 2005 et le 13 septembre 2006.

Winter - December 03, 2005, 01:53:pm

Winter approaches from all sides. It's snowed twice this year, but it's only December. I love the snow and ice. So cold. Ice especially, when it's freezing rain. That's so cool. All the streets, roofs of houses, cars, and everything, is covered in a thin sheet of ice. It's beautiful like a winter-wonderland.

Mood: Dark

Music: Goth


Vengeance is coming - December 23, 2005, 09:21:pm

It will be a quiet and peacefull morning. A light drizzle will be starting up. The clouds will be grey, so grey. Just the way I like it. Disembowled bodies litter the streets. Some have been decapitated, others hung off bridges and over-passes. Yet, others still lie burning. Flames slowly eatting away at their putrid flesh. Glorious. HA HA HA HA HA HA HA They have paid this day, they truly have paid. HA HA HA HA HA HA HA

Mood: Dark

Music: Metal


Lacuna Coil - December 27, 2005, 07:01:pm

Listening to Lacuna Coil. She fucking rocks. (Lacuna Coil - Heaven's a Lie) Other than that, meh......not doin' nuthin' special.

Mood: Dead

Music: Lacuna Coil - Heaven's a Lie


Megadeth - December 31, 2005, 01:53:am

That's a cool name for a band. "Megadeth". Just feels good saying it.


He walks alone - January 04, 2006, 07:29:pm

He opened the door, walked down the hallway, down the stairs, and continued out the front door. Destiny was at hand.


Music:Godsmack - Re-Align


Demon Lord - January 05, 2006, 06:53:pm

The great demon warrior crushed all who opposed him. He ground their bones into dust, drank their blood, crucified them beside their false savior. HA HA HA HA HA. MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

His might was so great, that all he would have to do is look at the humans, and they would cower and hide, like the dogs they are.

---------All Hail the Demon Lords---------

Mood: Black.........So Black

Music: KMFDM - Mortal Kombat


Whiskey - January 06, 2006, 03:33:am

Whiskey good

World bad

Mood: Wha'd'ya think motherfuckers

Music: Marilyn Manson - The Fight Song


Fuck the Mainstream - January 07, 2006, 12:34:pm

Ya that's right You heard me Fuck the Mainstream Heavy Metal rulz

Mood: War-Like

Music: Manowar - House of Death


Metal - January 08, 2006, 10:11:pm

Metal rulz


Ya, I know

I said that before

But I really got nuthin' else to say today

Really tired

Drank too much yesterday


Going to nap now

Metal rulz

Mood: Tired

Music: Goth = Good ....... Everything else(except' metal) = Bad


Disturbed rocks - January 10, 2006, 02:32:am

This band kicks ass

Like totally, kicks ass

Mood: Psycho

Music: Disturbed - Get Psycho


Rammstein - January 11, 2006, 02:46:am


Du Hast

Du Hast Miche

Mood: Rammstein'ish

Music: Rammstein.......Duh!!!


Lacrimosa - January 13, 2006, 08:40:am

Lacrimosa is an awesome band

It's true

What else can I say, oh right.........I can say....yeahhhhhh Haaaaaaaaaaa (like my cowboy friend in High school used to say)

Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha

I havn't slept in 3 days

Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha

Mood: Deranged

Music: Undertaker theme song (old one)


Marilyn Manson - January 14, 2006, 06:48:pm

Marilyn Manson is GOD

Marilyn Manson is GOD

Marilyn Manson is GOD

Marilyn Manson is GOD

Marilyn Manson is GOD

Marilyn Manson is GOD

Marilyn Manson is GOD

Marilyn Manson is GOD

Marilyn Manson is GOD

Marilyn Manson is GOD

Marilyn Manson is GOD

Marilyn Manson is GOD

Marilyn Manson is GOD

Marilyn Manson is GOD

Marilyn Manson is GOD

Marilyn Manson is GOD

Marilyn Manson is GOD

Marilyn Manson is GOD

Marilyn Manson is GOD

Marilyn Manson is GOD

Marilyn Manson is GOD

Marilyn Manson is GOD

Marilyn Manson is GOD

Marilyn Manson is GOD

Marilyn Manson is GOD

Marilyn Manson is GOD

Marilyn Manson is GOD

Marilyn Manson is GOD

Marilyn Manson is GOD

Marilyn Manson is GOD

Just kidding.........God is shit..........Manson is way cooler. Yaaaaaaaaa. Marilyn Manson kicks ass.

Mood: Destructive

Music: Marilyn Manson


Blood - January 17, 2006, 12:50:am

Let the blood flow

Let the streets run red with blood

Blood of mine enemies


Mood: Homicidal

Music: Marilyn Manson


Jocks and preps - January 18, 2006, 09:41:pm

I'm so sick of hearing about jocks and preps making life hard for the goths and others who look different, or are different.

The other day on T.V. they were talking about this 15 year old kid that was killed by the cops, cuz' he took a fake gun to school. Then they said he was emotionally disturbed and suicidal. Aaaaa, Duh!! If people were making your life a living hell wouldn't you be hurt emotionally.

How come no one ever talkes about those MOTHER FUCKING JOCKS AND PREPS who's fault it is. Oh no. Heaven forbid. We couldn't posibly say that. Why does society applaude jocks? I don't understand. They are the worse kind of people on earth. And the preps are no better, they think they're better than others............but they're not.

And all of society applaudes the jocks and preps. As if we are all supposed to be like them. Newsflash motherfuckers:

We will never be like them. NEVER.





Mood: Vengefull

Music: Marilyn Manson


Bang, Bang, You're Dead - January 21, 2006, 12:08:am

That was a good movie.

Inspirational you might say, lol.

The Trogs of society kick ass.

Mood: Rage

Music: Disturbed


Metal and Goth - January 23, 2006, 03:42:am

I only listen to metal and goth.

You know why?


That's right.

Cuz' it rocks.

And if you disagree, please go to heaven. Cuz' I'll be moshin' in Hell, and I don't need you people getting in my way.

Mood: Dark

Music: Dark Funeral


Can't sleep - January 23, 2006, 04:20:am

It's so late. But I'm not sleepy. Arrgghhhh. Just listening to Manson and drinking JD's whiskey. Yup. I know, I know, not too interesting, but it is 4 in the morning.


Saying that word makes me want to sleep, but I can't.

I wonder what happened to Barbara Borelli from High School? Not that I ever really knew her much. But when you're in High School, you don't really realize, that after graduation, you're never ever going to see most of those people ever again. If I'd a known that, I would'a at least told her I liked her. Maybe hung out with her a bit after school, would'a been fun. Meh, she probably didn't like me anyway. She was always full of energy, running here and there. LOL. I wonder if she's still like that. Guess I'll never know.

Mood: Wide Awake

Music: Marilyn Manson


Postal Dude - January 24, 2006, 09:25:pm

Postal Dude kicks ass. If anyone out there hasn't played Postal....I suggest you do. And do it right now.


Postal 2

Postal 2 Share the Pain

Postal 2 Apocalypse Weekend

The first one's the best. Crummy graphics, but super fun. If only Vince Desi would make the next Postal game's, gameplay like Postal.....yet graphics like Doom 3. And a larger story line. Come on man. I know you guys at Running With Scissors can do it. Come on.



Mood: Psychotic

Music: Postal


Marilyn Manson - Holywood - January 25, 2006, 12:03:pm

Holywood is his best work so far. I don't like the new cd. It sucks compared to the older stuff. I hate when bands change their style for whatever fucking reason. I don't care about the reasons.

Bring back the old Manson..........the good Manson.

I loved Metallica so much. And then they come out with "St-Anger" WTF!!! No, seriously, WHAT THE FUCK!!! It's absolute garbage compared to " Master of Puppets" "Ride the Lightning" or the "Black" albumn. I wouldn't listen to "St-Anger" if they paid me. That's right. You heard me motherfuckers.

Marilyn Manson rocks

Marilyn Manson rulz

Marilyn Manson kicks ass

Marilyn Manson Yaaaaaaaaaaa

Mood: Cold, so fucking cold

Music: Marilyn Manson - Coma Black


My Own Prison - January 26, 2006, 10:43:am

I am locked in an invisible cage within my head. There is no chance of escape.

Mood: Nothingness

Music: Creed - My Own Prison


Metal rulz - January 27, 2006, 03:18:pm

Metal rulz

Mood: Emptyness

Music: Atreyu - You give love a bad name


Goth being picked on - February 05, 2006, 12:51:pm

I'm tired of hearing about goth and emo people being picked on, just because of the way they look or dress. It's not right It's not fair

Mood: Emptyness

Music: Lacrimosa - Ich Bin Der Brennende Komet


Thor - February 06, 2006, 02:55:am

Thor God of Thunder

Let me die with a sword in my hand

Mood: Fight...Fight...Fight...Fight

Music: Manowar


Kane rulz - February 07, 2006, 01:28:am

Kane from WWE's Raw should go back to the way he was. The old Kane. He was way better back in those days. Like a Terminator type of character.

Mood: Fucking Chokeslam Someone

Music: Old Undertaker Theme


666 - February 07, 2006, 02:43:pm

It is January 7 2006. The time is 2:45 PM and at this exact moment I have been rated by 666 people.

Mood: Hollow

Music: Lacrimosa - Der Erste Tag


Heil - February 12, 2006, 12:54:am

It's exactly 12:55AM and I have been rated by 777 people.

Does that mean something? Probably not.



Heil Heil Heil

Mood: Destroy all mankind

Music: Godsmack


I love the grey sky - February 15, 2006, 01:59:am

I've forgot how to smile

Mood: Aaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Music: Rammstein


Undercover police officers - February 15, 2006, 10:57:am

The police are watching me. They actually think I don't know this. They are monitering my movements.

Hey pigs....You shouldn't be pretending to be nice little goth girls, and doing surveilance on people....It's just not nice.

Mood: Arrrrrggg

Music: Disturbed - Get Psycho


Today is a good day - February 16, 2006, 10:51:pm

Taday the 1000th person rated me

At least 1000 people have seen my profile

That's good

I love Vampire Freaks

This is my new home

I shall reside here till the day I die

Mood: Meh..........I said meh.........damn

Music: Rammstein - Amour


I am not amused - February 19, 2006, 04:22:am

I know you're watching me motherfuckers

I laugh at thee

There is nothing you can do to stop me


Mood: Perfectly Sane

Music: Lacrimosa - Der Erste Tag


Ich Bin Gott - February 21, 2006, 09:09:am

Ich Bin Gott

Mood: Tired

Music: Tristania - A Sequel of Decay


Germans - February 21, 2006, 09:25:am

The people of Germany and Austria.

Their men have an iron will. They are brave, courageous, fearless, and determined. This makes the Aryan men the greatest warriors of all time.

Their women are godesses. They are beautiful, intelligent, kind, caring, and elegant. This makes the Aryan women godesses on this earth.

Show respect when in their presence.

Mood: Meh.......

Music: Within Temptation - Stand My Ground


Shall I practice my German - February 21, 2006, 09:30:am

Ich werde meine Feinde zerquetschen, abzustauben.

Whiskey Ist Gut


Mood: Stop asking me what mood I'm in....Damn

Music: Rammstein - Du Hast Mich


They make you fall in love with them......Then they run away - February 21, 2006, 09:43:am

They frolic in the meadows They pick flowers They say sweet things They are soft They are ticklish, in the right spots They are strong They will beat you up They are sweet They are cuddly like little kittens They look so beautiful when they smile They are Baby Utes........Duh!! (who else)

Mood: Dark and Disturbed

Music: Type O Negative - Everything Dies


Fuck Life - February 23, 2006, 11:49:pm

Fuck Life

Fuck the world and everything in it

Mood: Whatever

Music: Creed - My Own Prison


Layla wrote me this - February 25, 2006, 02:20:pm

Isn't Layla the sweetest little thing. Look she wrote me a poem:

The black rose, the crying eye

The wonderer, the needing guy

For needing what i do not know

Hating the place he calls home

Distant from life, distant from light

Bleeding from the suicide knife

Mood: Layla---Layla---Layla

Music: Lacuna Coil - Heaven's a Lie


FUCK YOU - February 26, 2006, 10:45:pm

Never Repent

Never Forgive




World of Warcraft - March 03, 2006, 12:33:am

World of Warcraft is such a fun game. It's completly multiplayer. The on'y multiplayer game I ever liked.

I'm gonna lay off it for a little while. Havn't had time to spend on VF. That sucks.

Mood: Tired

Music: No music today


I hate this world - March 13, 2006, 03:55:am

Most of the fucking men on this earth don't deserve the women they have

Mood: Fuck You

Music: Cradle of Filth - Nymphetamine


Cradle of Filth rocks - March 13, 2006, 04:13:am

I love Cradle of Filth

The song Nymphetamine is so kick ass

The video too

Mood: I'm fed up with all of you

Music: Cradle of Filth - Nymphetamine


Hate - March 15, 2006, 05:54:am

I hate this world

I hate the people in it

I hate the way people live

I hate god

I hate the deceivers

I hate betrayers

I hate religious zealots

I hate everything

I hate so much

(I could write 1000 more lines like these, but does it really matter, does anyone even care)

Look what this wretched world has done to me

Mood: I hate everything

Music: Within Temptation - Stand My Ground


Work - March 15, 2006, 06:02:am

This one place I worked at........they didn't pay me for one of the days I worked.....they said I didn't work that day.....but I really did.

You see

You see what kind of world we live in


No, I don't think you see

You still don't

Mood: Demoralized

Music: Cradle of Filth - Hallowed By Thy Name


I love guns - March 15, 2006, 06:06:am

I love guns

I really do

The great equalizer...............wouldn't you say?



Mood: Same as 5 minutes ago...........lol

Music: Cradle of Filth - Hallowed By Thy Name


One of Bonnie Parker's Poems - March 18, 2006, 03:12:am


You've read the story of Jesse James

of how he lived and died.

If you're still in need;

of something to read,

here's the story of Bonnie and Clyde.

Now Bonnie and Clyde are the Barrow gang

I'm sure you all have read.

how they rob and steal;

and those who squeal,

are usually found dying or dead.

There's lots of untruths to these write-ups;

they're not as ruthless as that.

their nature is raw;

they hate all the law,

the stool pidgeons, spotters and rats.

They call them cold-blooded killers

they say they are heartless and mean.

But I say this with pride

that I once knew Clyde,

when he was honest and upright and clean.

But the law fooled around;

kept taking him down,

and locking him up in a cell.

Till he said to me;

"I'll never be free,

so I'll meet a few of them in hell"

The road was so dimly lighted

there were no highway signs to guide.

But they made up their minds;

if all roads were blind,

they wouldn't give up till they died.

The road gets dimmer and dimmer

sometimes you can hardly see.

But it's fight man to man

and do all you can,

for they know they can never be free.

From heart-break some people have suffered

from weariness some people have died.

But take it all in all;

our troubles are small,

till we get like Bonnie and Clyde.

If a policeman is killed in Dallas

and they have no clue or guide.

If they can't find a fiend,

they just wipe their slate clean

and hang it on Bonnie and Clyde.

There's two crimes committed in America

not accredited to the Barrow mob.

They had no hand;

in the kidnap demand,

nor the Kansas City Depot job.

A newsboy once said to his buddy;

"I wish old Clyde would get jumped.

In these awfull hard times;

we'd make a few dimes,

if five or six cops would get bumped"

The police haven't got the report yet

but Clyde called me up today.

He said,"Don't start any fights;

we aren't working nights,

we're joining the NRA."

From Irving to West Dallas viaduct

is known as the Great Divide.

Where the women are kin;

and the men are men,

and they won't "stool" on Bonnie and Clyde.

If they try to act like citizens

and rent them a nice little flat.

About the third night;

they're invited to fight,

by a sub-gun's rat-tat-tat.

They don't think they're too smart or desperate

they know that the law always wins.

They've been shot at before;

but they do not ignore,

that death is the wages of sin.

Some day they'll go down together

they'll bury them side by side.

To few it'll be grief,

to the law a relief

but it's death for Bonnie and Clyde.

Mood: Emptyness

Music: Tiamat - Whatever That Hurts


Shut-Up - April 08, 2006, 02:44:pm

I'm really tired

Don't look at me

Don't talk to me

Mood: shut-up

Music: shut-up


I'm back - April 27, 2006, 03:48:am

Been gone for a bit

Hope I still have the energy to continue on VF

Gotta catch up on stuff

Also gonna add some stuff.....or - Maybe take away some stuff from my page.....it's too long

I dunno

Mood: No more moods

Music: Cradle of Filth - Burn in Hell


Goth - April 30, 2006, 07:23:am

Live for Goth

Die for Goth

Mood: Sad

Music: Cradle of Filth - Nymphetamine


My movie - May 02, 2006, 11:29:pm

I've been writting a script for a movie during the last 6 months or so. I'm still working on it, after it's all written up, it'll probably be like 200 pages long. Then I'll have to do major editting, like, take entire scenes out and stuff.

But it's fun. I just don't know how to go about getting someone, like a movie director or producer to look at it. Cuz' I've never been in this field of work before. But I don't need to worry about that just yet, cuz' I don't even know how it's gonna end. Like, I kinda know the final conclusion. But there's tons of extra stuff I can add or delete from the last 20 minutes of the movie.

Like in the movie "SAW 2". The last 10 minutes or so, makes the movie great. And just like that, there's tons of movies where the last bits are spectacular, and only then is the movie a success.

Mood: No mood......Working on script

Music: No music......Working on script


Rain - May 03, 2006, 02:56:am

It rained today in the afternoon

So beautiful

I wish It would rain forever, Love the grey skies


Freshly dug graves - May 17, 2006, 05:20:am

Turn this fucking world into a graveyard

Crush all those who stand in your way

Let there be a river of blood in your wake

Walk through that river with pride

You are their hero

The true hero

Don't you just love freshly dug graves

I do

Mood: Heil Heil Heil

Music: Cradle of Filth - A Gothic Romance


Still Raining - May 20, 2006, 03:12:am

Yes, Yes, let it rain............Make it rain forever

Blue skies and sun make me physicals ill, I want the skies to be grey forever, raining forever, Forever

Mood: Not well

Music: Heaven Shall Burn - Numbing the Pain


HIM - May 26, 2006, 02:51:am

I'm listening to HIM

Totally rocks

Mood: Tired of all the fuckers in this fucking world

Music: H.I.M. - Razorblade Kiss


Metal Forever - May 28, 2006, 03:38:am

I love Metal

I love it so much

Drinking Jack and coke and listening to Metal

As long as I have my drink and my Metal, nothing else matters

Mood: Hahahaha. Muhahahahaha

Music: Metallica - Ronnie


The Grim Reaper - June 02, 2006, 02:45:am

The undertaker Theme from WWE Wrestling rocks

I rarely watch the show anymore (used to when I was younger). But I listen to that theme song sometimes. It's the best theme ever.

Sometimes I hear this theme song inside my head. Like ya know, when you can't get a certain song or tune out of your mind. I love it.


Mood: Empty

Music: Undertaker Theme


Religion is stupid - June 02, 2006, 02:51:am

People all over the world kill each other because of things that strangers, did to other strangers, thousands of years ago. I dunno, but it doesn't make any sense to me.

People live there lives according to fairy tales. They believe things that aren't even true. And they know it's not true, but they still believe in it.

I must be the only person in the world that thinks the world is FUCKED UP.

Mood: meh....

Music: meh.......


Leeroy Jenkins - June 03, 2006, 09:25:am

Leerrooyyyy Jeeeennnkkinnns I should say

He's my hero in World of Warcraft (That's an online multiplayer game)

You can see what he did at the following site


Mood: Leeroy Jenkins

Music: Leeroy Jenkins


- June 06, 2006, 01:48:pm

It's June the 6th of the year 2006

Didgits on the calendar are 666

What a shame nothing cool happened today, since this only happens once in a mellenium :(

Mood: The keep asking me what my mood is...grrrr

Music: My Dying Bride


Warning - June 11, 2006, 04:35:am

Look out friends

The RCMP and CSIS in Canada and Local Law enforcement and F.B.I. in the States have been scouring this web site during the last 3 months. Looking to arrest you guys and girls for nothing.

Ever since that girl from Alberta killed her family, they've been going through the pros, and have arrested dozens of people because of what they wrote in their journals (like talking about killing someone), or the pics they got (like holding a gun) or whatever.

Just be careful about what you write. Select "Private Entry" for anything that might be perceived as suspicious. For now.

Mood: So cold. So empty

Music: H.I.M. - Razorblade Kiss


H.I.M. - June 17, 2006, 05:11:am

H.I.M. rocks

Razorblade Kiss

Join Me

Mood: H.I.M.

Music: H.I.M.


VF Growing Nicely. Muhahahaha - June 27, 2006, 02:33:pm

VF now has Exactly 541,000 Members


Mood: Meh....

Music: Meh....


They hate me - June 30, 2006, 04:49:am

I might forget

But I never forgive


Mood: Dead

Music: Nightwish - Nemo


- July 07, 2006, 08:35:pm

Woke up. It's like 6 in the evening. Lol. Ya, i know, pretty late to be waking up. Drank all night last night, so i'm still a little groggy.

Ate a cheeseburger, and an apple pie, yum :)

Mood: Like..........whatever

Music: Megadeth - 99 ways to Die


Fuck it all - July 09, 2006, 05:30:pm

Italy won the world cup of soccer today. What a fucking stupid game. All sports are stupid. The fucking humans keep playing their fucking idiotic childish games. You will pay.

Oh, how do i know who won you ask? I'll tell ya. I was sleeping peacefully, and then was awoken by lots of people honking their horns as they drove by. All the fucking waps are jumping up and down like the little monkeys they are. HA HA HA HA HA HA. Fucking animals.

FUCK THE WORLD. You're all animals. I can see through you. When I look in your eyes I can see your thoughts. You're nothing at all. Just animals. Always thinking about sticking your dicks in a hole. FUCKING ANIMALS.

Mood: Mmmm, I wonder what this song makes me want to do

Music: Drowning Pool - Bodies


Hell - July 13, 2006, 07:25:am

People kill each other

Rape women

Molest children

Deceive and betray

Destroy lives

Bullying and torturing each other at school

What kind of world is this? What the fuck is wrong with people. This world....this life, is worst than hell.

Mood: Fuck life

Music: Alice Cooper - Wicked Young Man


Raining blood - July 13, 2006, 07:55:am

There was a thundering boom and the sky ripped open

All went silent

No birds chirping, no dogs barking, no children running around playing, Not a sound. No cars, no honking horns, no machines. Not a sound

A little blonde haired girl is walking home from school

Then a soft drizzle (no wind)

Tap tap tap it said, as the raindrops hit the pavement

Tap tap tap it said, as it hit the roof tops

Tap tap tap it said, as it hit the cars, trucks, and buses

Tap tap tap it said. Again and again and again.

The little girl looks up at the sky, giggles slightly to herself, and starts to walk faster

The rain quickens it's pace (a strong breeze)

Shhhhhhhhhh it said, as it splashed against the windows

Shhhhhhhhhh it said, as it flooded the streets

Shhhhhhhhhh it said, as it drowned the rodents and insects

Shhhhhhhhhh it said. Just....Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

The little cutie smiles to herself as she starts running. Her greenish-blue eyes glimmer with excitment.

The moderate rain turns to all out thundershowers, a likes of which has never been seen on this wretched earth. From the skies comes a laughter, a laugh like no other.

The little girl runs home and opens the front door. She holds the wall for support as she takes of her shoes.

She's so happy.

She runs up the stairs into her mothers arms

A blood curling scream is heard.

Mood: Vengeance

Music: Ozzy Osborne - Psycho Man


Death Knight - July 13, 2006, 09:34:am

It rained for three days

The sky is grey.....so grey

A deep cut slowly makes it's way through the palid clouds, and a figure emerges.

Drapped in black cloth. Head to toe, all black

Boots as black as tar

Cloak lashing to and fro with the wind

The hood covers his face entirely

The skeletal horse he rides neighs with ferosity as the reigns are pulled to the side to steer the mighty beast to the left.

His two-handed sword on his back, axe on his left side, sword on the right. A modified shotgun on a leather sling hangs downwards

The mysterious figure rides down to the earth on what would appear to be an invisible mountain. As his steads hoofs touch the wet grass, it lets out an angry growl, almost as though it yearns to be elsewhere.

The disgusting human creatures scream in panic and run in all directons, taking with them their lies and deceptions. The Death Knight gazes at the humans with an empty stare, as they knock each other down in a mad dash to safety. He wishes to slaughter them as they flee, but sensing that his war horse is hungry and quite weary of the long journey, he decides to rest.

It starts to rain slightly, as he heads into the nearby forest for sanctuary. The human noise dimming in his ears as they move deeper into wilderness.


It's too bad - July 25, 2006, 10:14:am

Just wish people could see what I see

Mood: .....................

Music: H.I.M. - Join Me


I am God - July 28, 2006, 03:22:am

Stop praying to your imaginary gods little monkeys

Because i'm the only god you need to pray to

I AM GOD.......Heil Heil Heil

Mood: Vengeance....Vengeance....Vengeance

Music: Judas Priest


VampireFreaks.com Rocks - July 28, 2006, 03:32:am

This site rocks

It's the best site I've ever been on

I'm met more like minded people here in 1 week, than i had in my entire life.

Not to mention one special girl that i may be in love with. She makes my heart smile, the last time that happened was in high school.


Mood: Rock On Brothers of Metal

Music: Metallica (the old stuff) duhh!!


Romeo and Juliett - July 28, 2006, 03:38:am

Where is my life

Where is my love

Where is my Juliett

Mood: :(

Music: Metallica - Until it Sleeps


Doomsday Refeshment Committee - August 01, 2006, 02:31:pm

Found this band the other day

It's not in record stores or on the radio

Some dude sent it to me

It's really good, hope he makes it to the big times

For all the crazy Cowboys out there........ - July 28, 2006, 03:43:am

Yeeeeaaahhhhhh Haaaaaaaaaaaa

Mood: ..........Whiskey.......... HA HA HA HA HA HA


Victory of Death - August 11, 2006, 04:07:pm


Mood: Tired of motherfuckers fucking with me

Music: Crematory


The Punisher - August 12, 2006, 05:06:pm

The Punisher is one kick ass movie. Love the Trenchcoat.

Black leather Trenchcoats rule

Mood: .................................

Music: .................................


Bahhhhhhhhhhh - August 12, 2006, 06:03:am

I say Bahhhhhh good sir. Bahhhhhh

Mood: .....................................

Music: .....................................


Chuck Norris - August 15, 2006, 01:11:am

Chuck Norris...........Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Chuck, CHUCK, don't do it......don't do it.........HA HA HA HA HA.

Mood: M/

Music: M/


Truly a great quote - August 19, 2006, 12:08:am

Every action will create an equal and opposing reaction (V)

Mood: .................

Music: .................


The fucking police - August 20, 2006, 04:14:pm

The police in England shot an innocent man in the head seven times. Is it a coincidence that he wasn't white? I think not.


Mood: .......................

Music: Tristania


I rule - August 22, 2006, 04:27:am

I Made LT Gen in WoW. I kick ass.


Mood: Tired

Music: Rammstein


Metallica rulz - August 22, 2006, 09:18:pm




(Only the old Metallica) (St-Anger sucked)

Mood: Drunken rage HA HA HA HA HA

Music: Duhhhh....Metallica


Black Metal - August 24, 2006, 01:59:am

Black Metal rulz

Mood: Muhahahaha

Music: Dimmu Borgir


My loyalites - August 24, 2006, 03:35:am

I pledge Allegiance to Marilyn Manson

I pledge Allegiance to Goth

I pledge Allegiance to Anarchy

I pledge Allegiance to Black Metal


Music: Rammstein - Nebel


Raining - August 24, 2006, 07:20:pm

It rained a couple days ago, i went for a walk in the rain, it wasn't raining much when i went, i really went to get a beer at the Dep, but it was so dark outside, and raining. I just couldn't rush back home.

I just wish the rain didn't pick up, otherwise it would'a been perfect. I see people running from the rain, it makes me laugh. You know, how people quickly rush from their car, or home, or shopping mall, so they don't get wet. I don't get it!

Or with their umbrellas (I don't use Umbrellas)

My trenchcoat flew behind me a couple of times when the wind picked up, other than that not very windy. Just the way I like it. And it was deserted, every street, it looked like everyone had died. Cuz' there wasn't a person anywhere. Another reason i liked it. lol. Well, not no one on one. I did see some people, but like 95% less population than regular.

Ever notice that when the clouds turn grey the humans become sparse, like, even before the rain, even if there is no rain. I'll never understand humans. The way they live their lives, their feelings, the things they want to do in life, probably has something to do with these invisible gods they pray to. Meh.

Mood: Just listen to the song and you'll know :)

Music: Sentenced - Vengeance is Mine


Trenchcoat - August 24, 2006, 07:34:pm

Wear your trenchcoats with pride

Trenchcoats fucking rule, but not as much as those who wear them


Mood: ....................................

Music: Sentenced - Sun Won


Doomsday Refreshment Committee - August 25, 2006, 06:26:pm

Doosday Refreshment Committee rock. Support them. They will rule.

Mood: .......................................

Music: Sentenced - The Rain Comes Falling Down


Shirley - August 25, 2006, 09:34:pm

My head was hurting, so i lay down for awhile on my bed, but since my eyes were closed for like a half hour, my contacts feel all weird now. I thought about a girl called Shirley, i wonder if her headache and heartache are better. I hope so.


Mood: Tired

Music: Dark Funeral


- August 26, 2006, 12:16:am

Favorite Wrestlers:(All Time)The Undertaker, (Last 5 years)Kane.

Fav. Comedian: Dave Chappelle. This skinny niggah cracks me up. (I'm Rick James Bitch) LOL.

Fav. Late night talk show host: Conan O'Brian (He's such an ASS).

Fav. Director: Quentin Tarantino (keep making those kick ass movies man, you rule. Hope I spelled your name right).

Fav. food: Pizza (mmmmmmm pizza. Gimmie gimmie gimmie).

Fav. weapon: Tech 9 (too bad they're illegal in Canada).

Fav. Actors: Robert De Niro (He's a good guy, too bad people have to grow old)......Steve Buscemi (I thought this guy was going to go on a rampage through Hollywood) lol. kidding. Love your movies man, just don't eat anyones skin. HA HA HA HA HA HA.

Fav. People: Goth, Metal maniacs, The "Trogs"

Fav. Musicians: Marilyn Manson, Rammstein, Ozzy Osborne, Cradle of Filth, Disturbed, Godsmack, Tristania, Nightwish, Lacuna Coil.

Fav. Movies: Horror.

Fav. Place: In my Head.

Fav. Song: Marilyn Manson - Coma Black.

Fav. Clothes: My Ozzy Osborne Kangaroo.

Fav. Dude: Postal Dude. GO POSTAL.

Mood: Pigs go Oink Oink!!

Music: Cows go Mooooooo


Taurens - August 28, 2006, 01:46:am

What's up with those Taurens, they're moo'ing all over the place, look out!! They might sit on you, and you'll go squish, unless you're another Tauren, then you'll be all like "Get off me you big lug"

Mood: Nothingness

Music: Sentenced - Bleed in my Arms


Hip Hop isn't music it's inferior - August 28, 2006, 02:15:am

Hip hop isn't music, it's just animals jumping up and down, like monkeys. Why don't the men respect the women, why are the men always calling the women "bitches" and "hos"?, but more importantly, why do these women like to be talked to like this, and treated like this?

Someone actually told me Snoop Doggy Dog is a poet. Can you believe that. A poet? You see...you see...people actually believe this. Animals...just animals. Have you seen some of their videos that play 24/7 on all the music channels worldwide? It's all image. all the girls are acting like whores, sorry, let me rephrase that...all the girls are whores. I can't understand what has happened to this world.

They keep refering to each other as niggers or niggahs, they're all black, yet they keep saying the "N" word to each other? Does this mean that they understand that they are in fact inferior niggahs? They should stop, and be more gentlemanly and civilized. In one video some rapped is trying to have sex with a car, while eatting fried chicken. WTF!!!

Things weren't like this before. People had respect for each other, they had manners, and a sense of decency.

Stop degrading yourselves, i'm trying to help you


Mood: ........................................

Music: Sentenced - My Slowing Heart


What's with.....? - August 28, 2006, 02:42:pm

What's with all the slow lines everywhere? At the dep, at the mall, at the S.A.A.Q., even though we need more people at the cash registers, they keep replacing people with machines....machines that suck, and malfunction.

What's with the construction workers? Why do they get paid so much, to work so slow? The places i've worked, we have to work super fast for so little money. Am i in some sort of Bizzaro world, like i'm the only one in it.

What's with all the bitches? It's almost as though there was some sort of bitch convention somewhere, and 85% of the women went and all agreed to be bitches forever. The other 15% were spared. But having all these bitches in one room gave them a great power. A power not yet seen in this world. It's a special attack move of theirs. It transforms them into super bitches. It's so powerful, that they can only remain in that state for a short period of time, then they go back to being ordinary bitches.

What's with all the assholes? It's like they invited all the men to a huge arena, where all the sports were playing, Soccer, baseball, basketball(for our negro friends), hockey, and others. 85% of the men showed up. And they must have all made a pact to be assholes, and fucktards for the rest of their lives. The other 15% who didn't show up were spared. These creatures were also given a super power of thir own. They are able to transform into motherfuckers, backstabbers, two-faced liars for short times, thus, just like the women, it's a powerful ability, so won't last for too long, as it wears of, they turn back into the ordinary assholes that they were.

What's with people? The governments of the world use scare tactics to fear the populations of the world into submission, and people submit. Pathetic little monkeys. Run little monkeys, go kill each other for your gods that don't even exist, go little monkeys, die for money, money that goes directly into the pockets of world leaders. Run monkeys, quickly, no no, don't ever ask questions like "Why", "How", "That doesn't make any sense", "That's completly illogical". Do as we say little human creatures.

I am ashamed to be part of the human race. Especially people who make fun of the girls on VF.

Mood: ................................

Music: Black Sabbath - Shot in the Dark


FUCK YOU - August 29, 2006, 12:17:pm

FUCK YOU (this statement excludes my vf people)


Music: Sentenced - Dead Moon Rising


Sentenced - August 29, 2006, 12:33:pm

Sentenced is one of the best bands ever

Too bad most people havn't heard of them

I'm sure thousands more would love them

You rock Sentenced

Mood: Sentenced

Music: Sentenced


Marilyn Manson - August 29, 2006, 12:35:pm

Marilyn Manson is one of my personal heros

You totally rock man

(like your old stuff better than the new shit) :(

Rock on

Mood: Sentenced

Music: Sentenced


Ozzy Osborne - August 29, 2006, 12:40:pm

Ozzy's the man

The god of metal

But i don't like your t.v. show. People say they like Ozzy Osborne, but the don't even know what Black Sabbath is, i mean, come on, the vast amount of people are watching "The Osbornes" to laugh at Ozzy, and make fun of him.

He's a legend. A god like figure in the world of Metal.

Mood: ...........................

Music: ...........................


Postal Dude - August 30, 2006, 12:52:am

Postal dude rocks

Yaaaaaaaaa, Postal dude

Mood: .............................

Music: Rammstein - Spiel Mit Mir


Some quizes I did - August 31, 2006, 03:33:pm

How evil are you?

Take the quiz:

Which famous dictator are you?

Adolf Hitler

You're Adolf Hitler! You're the most famous, psychotic, genocidal madman ever to taint the pages of history books! You're a fascist. Anyone who questions you is quickly dealt with... Sure, you're a little compulsive and needy but you've accomplished a LOT, as far as MURDERING, TERRORIZING and CONQUERING go! Bottom line: You're out of your mind and you have a superiority complex the size of the sun. You're one egocentric freak.

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Take the quiz:

What does your birth month reveal about you?

- July

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood.Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studyin

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What Race Were You Born To Be


You're clear!! Some might say you're having an identity crisis, others would argu you got it all figured out. For once you're someone who wont let themselves be stereotyped, and you're open to all kinds of new things. Usually you don't go by your culture, you do what comes natural. Also you if you're like me get really pissed-off and confused when someone tells you to Hang with ur own people! because you really don't have people but that's good cause all people are YOUR people. Live clear baby, live clear!!

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Take the quiz:

What Movie Criminal Are You?

Bonnie & Clyde: The Criminal Criminal

"This here's Miss Bonnie Parker. I'm Clyde Barrow. We rob banks."

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You have a 84% chance of going postal!

Er... well, you're in the at-risk area. Best work out those anger issues. Join a gym, perhaps. Remember, no matter how moronic their genetic contributuion to the gene pool may be, subtle sterilization is a lot less messy.

How Likely Are You to Go Postal?

Create Your Own Quiz

Probability of killing, 86%

You have killed someone, or tried to kill yourself many times. You may have many enemies and no one to help you. Over exposure to death will ultimately cause you to break easily. Consider yourself a danger to society. Seek professianal help immediately!

Are you capable of killing

Mood: Satanic Muhahahaha

Music: Satyricon


Leeroy - September 01, 2006, 01:18:am



Mood: Muhahahaha

Music: Ozzy Osborne - Iron Man


Lies - September 01, 2006, 03:09:am

The governments of the world keep lieing to the people of the world, and the people believe it. Come on folks, WAKE UP!! They're using fear tactics to keep you pacified, and all those who ask questions suddenly disappear. Am i the only one in the world who can see these things.

Guess I am :(

Mood: ..................................

Music: Ozzy Osborne - Hell Raiser


DO NOT read this journal entry - September 01, 2006, 03:47:am

Ummmmmm, like, didn't you read the title. I was trying to warn you, but now it's too late. You just had to click on it didn't you? I knew this journal entry sucked, so i was trying to steer you away from it. Now it'll poison your minds, sorries.

See!! Absolutley useless journal entry. Nothing of great importance or intelligence here. I know what you're thinking. You're all like "Is this guy a psychotic?" or "Is this weirdo masterbating right now as i'm reading this?"

YES. YES I AM. Daaaiiiiiaaaaaammmmmmmmmm. Can't a guy wipe it out in piece without everyone reading his journal entry, at the exact moment he's masterbating? I mean, cum on, ummm, actually, scratch that, i meant come on.

Anyways, hope this didn't waste too much of your time

Mood: Tired

Music: Rammstein


vf girls - September 01, 2006, 07:57:pm

Hey guys, leave more pic comments for our vf girls, they like that kinda' stuff, they're so soft and sad, give em' a hug from time to time :)

*hug* for all the VF Girls, i love you all

Mood: ..................................

Music: Marilyn Manson - Coma White


My favs and stuff - September 02, 2006, 04:09:pm

My favorite movies, music, games and whatever, aren't in any order, I tryed to put some of my favs near the top, but most of the rest is random.

The Ozzman awaits

Mood: Why'd you have to grow old Ozzy?

Music: Ozzy Osborne - Crazy Train


Yaaaaaaa Metal rulz - September 03, 2006, 01:06:am

Randy Rhoads rocked

Best Ozzy Guitarist of all time

Sucks that all the guitarists of today are nothing compared to the greats of the past.

Mood: ...................................

Music: Ozzy Osborne and Randy Rhoads - Suicide Solution


Cheasy poofs taste good - September 04, 2006, 03:22:am

I ate some cheasey poofs. Ya know, those cheese stick things, like cheetos. Ahhhhhh, now you see.

The power of the cheasy poof can not be denied :)

Mood: Cheesy poof'ish

Music: No music....just thinking of cheesy poofs, hee hee


Where's Waldo? I think not! Where's Barbara is the true question!! - September 04, 2006, 03:57:am

I was thinking of Barbara Borelli yesterday.

I saw her in a dream. She was just standing their smiling at me. She looked like a princess. All in white clothes, and she was just smiling, the most beautiful smile, but didn't say anything, and i just looked at her, i tryed to look at her ears to see how many piercings she had by now, but couldn't see anything other than her face. There was a bright white light shining from all over, around her body, from the ground up, from the sky down, all over, a super bright white light. I couldn't stop looking in her eyes, it almost felt like if i stopped gazing into her eyes, that i would die. For a second i thought she was trying to tell me something, I wanted to run up to her and hold her, and touch her, to see if she was real, cuz' this dream felt different than others i've had. But i couldn't move. I wanted to look down to see if there was something holding my feet and keeping me from moving, but i couldn't take my eyes off her.

It was weird. Cuz' usually I have dreams about people being murdered, hung, getting shot in the head, and stuff like that. Sometimes it's me that that stuff is happening to, and it's always dark and cold. But this was so different.

I wonder what happened to her? She was a girl that went to my high school. We hardly ever spoke, we were in like two different groups of friends, so our paths rarely crossed. She always looks so preoccupied with stuff. I liked her, guess I should have told her or something, just to let her know and stuff, not that anything would have happened, but it would'a been nice.

I wonder what she's up to? Maybe she owns her own business or something (seemed like something she'd like). It always made me smile when she went running down the halls, screaming at the top of her lungs, arms and legs flailing in every direction. Like some sort of escaped mental patient or something (I mean that in a good way). She was really sweet. (But loud) Bet if she ever stumbled upon my web page, she'd hunt me down and smack me for that. lol.

Wonder if she'd have let me call her Bar-bar if we had been friends. Bar-bar sounds nice to me. Hey! Hey Bar-bar!! Where are you? You're not under my bed, or in my basement, or dancing on the roof!!


Have fun Barb :)

Mood: I have no mood, i

Music: Soundgarden - Fell on Black Days


The crocodile Hunter - September 04, 2006, 05:38:pm

R.I.P. Steve Irvin

You crazy son of a bitch, you will be missed

I knew one day you'd get too close to one of those critters

Mood: .............................

Music: .............................


Nuthin' - September 06, 2006, 03:28:am

Nuthin' to say today

Mood: Sad, cuz so many vf girls are sad too (i love you)

Music: Cradle of Filth - Fear of the Dark


VF Girls - September 06, 2006, 04:15:am

Hey vf babies, hope you're all doing o.k.

Sorry there's so many motherfuckers in the world, if i was there i'd help you out. But in the meantime, don't cut yourselves, don't cry, and definatley don't kill yourselves. You're my babies :) (hugs and teddy bears for all)

None of what you feel is your fault, it's the worlds fault. It's your parents fault, it's the churches fault, it's your classmates fault, it's your co-workers fault, it's gods fault, it's societies fault, it's those so called friends of yours (who arn't really friends at all) fault.

My heart bleeds when i here about you hurting yourself, because of what the world has done.

Mood: ........................

Music: Ozzy Osborne - Close my eyes forever


I can see you - September 10, 2006, 05:18:am

I can see everything you are, and will be, when i look in your eyes.

You will never understand me

Mood: ....................

Music: Cradle of Filth - Nymphetamine


Shut up - September 10, 2006, 05:23:am

I wonder why my household has been under surveillance by law enforcement for 6 years now? Makes no sense to me!!

Oh, you're wondering how I know?


Bet you little monkeys are

Hey, assholes!!

Everything everyone says or does against me is shown to me in my dreams, I see everything. You fucking monkeys.

God, you humans are so inferior.

Mood: ...............................

Music: Marilyn Manson - Coma White


Marilyn Manson - September 10, 2006, 05:30:am

Manson's one of my fav's

This guy rocks. But not the new stuff, the new stuff sucks. Just the old Manson. I hope you go back to makeing music like from "Holywood"

Manson rulz

Manson rocks

Manson is a god among men

Mood: Fuck the motherfucking world

Music: Marilyn Manson - Man that you fear


Postal dude rulz - September 10, 2006, 05:37:am

Wish they make Postal 3, like really really good. Postal 2 Share the Pain was o.k. but too childish, i want them to make a game so realistic, that it looks and feels like it's actually happening. Perhaps when they come out with Postal 4 (If they ever do)

Not just the graphics, but there should be more to do, other than just shooting people for no reason, there needs to be a plot, and a good story line. But i doubt Vince Desi cares what i have to say :(

And there should be music, a good soundtrack, with tunes from Marilyn Manson, Rammstein, Disturbed, and many others, you know what kinda' bands we like. Mmmmmm, what else, what else? Make it longer, ummmmmm, you know the kind'a things i want, and also make a small additional game, just like the first postal game, but with graphics of today (that'll just be a little fun thingy on the side) All concentration showld be on the main game, guess it'll have to be for Postal 4 cuz' the 3rd ones already being made.

Hope no one kills the makers of the Postal game, cuz' those guys rock. If someone does attack "Running With Scissors" or any of you guys, it'll be those religious fanatics, like those guys that kill abortion doctors and stuff, so watch out!!

I also heard that the Postal movie was gonna suck, not that i know anything, but it's better to postpone production and make it really, really, really, good. Instead of rushing it.

It shoul'd be a blockbuster movie, that everyone on earth wants to watch, or will want to watch after they here about it from their friends.

You gotta bring Postal into the mainstream. I want more people to see what I see. By changing the format of the game and movie, you can do it. Just a little, the basis of Postal dude should stay the same, just gotta be a better story line. Lets get to know Postal dude's girlfriend, the places he worked at, the people that pissed him off, all that stuff, in detail, like a real kick ass game/movie

(Postal dude was sad before he became angry and psychotic, that's the part we're never seen in the game. He was normal, but the world made him the way he became, gotta show that in the game and movie too)

Meh, that's it i guess


Mood: :(

Music: Marilyn Manson - In the Shadow of the Valley of Death


Mmmmmmmm, cookies? - September 11, 2006, 01:25:am

Heard someone say "If you can't be with the one you love, love the one you're with". I disagree. Anyone who agrees with that statement is admitting to being an inferior human that can only understand physical gratification. This further proves my point, and justifies my views on people, life, and the human race.

Mood: Muhahahahahaha

Music: Judas Priest - Blood Red Skies


Heavy Metal - September 11, 2006, 01:40:am


Metal rulz

Mood: .............................

Music: Alice Cooper - Pick Up the Bones


People are so ignorant - September 12, 2006, 12:56:am

Fuck people

Fuck Life

Fuck god

Mood: ............................

Music: Marilyn Manson


Stop High school Bullying (FUCK THE JOCKS) - September 12, 2006, 04:52:am

Stop High School Bullying

Stop making fun of each other because of the clothes you wear, or the way people talk or act, or any other reasons you make fun of each other.

It's all the jocks' fault


So Just Stop...............o.k.???

Mood: Angry at the jocks

Music: Subway to Sally - Unsterblich


FUCK YOU - September 12, 2006, 05:00:am

Stop Bullying

It's not only the bully's fault you know!!

It's the teachers and principals fault for turning a blind eye, just cuz it's not their job. You fuckers are pathetic.

It's the police's fault for not doing anything when people conplain (oops, my mistake, the cops are corrupt sons of whores, so it's not like they can do anything about it.)


It's society's fault for acting like it's normal for people to be assholes to each other. Society disgusts me.

It's everyone's fault for being so apathetic towards fucking everything that doesn't affect them personally. FUCK YOU SOCIETY.

Mood: FUCK YOU!!

Music: Mudvayne - Happy


Sorry niggahs - September 12, 2006, 05:33:am

I tryed to get the American government to give you your reparations cheques for slavery (whitie's actting like slavery never even happened!!). But no one listens. No one cares. You guys have to stand up and take what's rightfully yours. Use your god given Niggah powers. Use it. You can do it!!


(Sorries, had to throw that in there) :)

Mood: ...............................

Music: Crematory - Revolution


Whiskeyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy - September 12, 2006, 05:39:am


i dunno

Whiskey taste good, yes?

working is bad, yes?

Germany rulz, yes?

Massive erection is very good, yes? YEESSSSSSS

Mood: Psychotic like a German HA HA HA HA HA HA HA

Music: German Metal, what else is there?


Jack Daniels Whiskey, straight, with ice of course - September 12, 2006, 05:44:am

Have I mentioned that i like to drink?


Mood: Dead

Music: Lacuna Coil - When a Dead Man Walks


Artie on Conan - September 13, 2006, 01:32:am

Just caught Artie Lange on Conan O'Brian, think i missed the first minute of his segment or something, cuz' they were kinda' talking as if he fell down.

Artie rulz

But i'm surprised he's still alive, ya know, what with all the drugs and stuff. lol

Yaaaaaa. Keep on Rockin' Art

Mood: ....................................

Music: Marilyn Manson


- September 13, 2006, 02:30:am

Hey girls, if you're feeling down, buy a kitten and play with it, hope it'll cheer you up some :)

I wuv U

Mood: sad, cuz' my vf girls are sad :(

Music: Soul Asylum - Runaway Train


Frezzies - September 13, 2006, 03:19:am

Freezies rock

I'm eatting a purple one now, hold on, i'm gonna take a picture of



Batteries are low, gotta recharge


anyway, there's this green guy on it, on a skateboard, and he looks so happy,

it's cute :)

Mood: ............................

Music: Subway to Sally - Unsterblich (awesome song)


It's me :) - September 13, 2006, 03:33:am

German Metal


As you can tell, i got nothing of importance to write about today. Poor me. :(

Maybe I should stop writting useless stuff? Mmmmmmmm, interesting notion

wouldn't you say? LOL. (I will not take that advice, no sir, no, I will not

Mood: Postal

Music: ubway to Sally - Unsterblich (Yup listening to it again, Muhahahaha)


Wednessday the 13th - September 13, 2006, 08:50:am

Woke up 30 minutes ago. I hate having to wait for my contact lens cases to air

dry, cuz' they're just sitting on my desk now, looking messy and all.

Lemme go see what's to eat..........

eggs and toast. yum.


- September 13, 2006, 10:41:am

Whiskey in the morning, mmmmmm, mmmmmmmmm, good !! :)

P.S. When i call people "niggah's" in my journals......it doesn't have anything

to do with their skin color. I call white people niggahs too, it's just fun.

It's all dave chappelle's fault, ever since i started watching the chappelle

show, i can't stop calling people niggahs :(

Mood: No mood :(

Music: Megadeth - A Tout le Monde

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